Lillia Monroe stood completely still, all ten of her toes curled
tightly against the concrete edge of the pool. It was completely silent except
for the water's movement and even at 5am she could feel the heavy, chlorine
scented air warm against her skin. Her best friend Daisy found the poolside too
oppressive, often wondering aloud how Lillia bore the constant humidity. On bad days
Lillia often wanted to comment that it was less oppressive than Daisy's
company, but such an outburst would ruin the carefully constructed life-plan which
was seeing her safely through high-school.
The fact was that swimming was the time when Lillia felt free.
Her suit was far from glamorous, her carefully highlighted hair was stuffed
inside a rubber cap and the water kept her apart from everyone and everything
else. She didn't have to be anything other than herself when she swam, not a
popular girl, not the heir to her family legacy, not a sister or a friend. Just
her.
Glancing at the digital clock face on the wall she realised she'd
been stood still daydreaming for the best part of two minutes. Or two laps as
her coach would see it. Pressing her goggles into place she took a breath and
dived in. An hour of this and then she'd go get ready to make nice for the rest
of the school. It was time to face junior year.
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A month later
'Get a load of that senior girl in the awful dress' Rose giggled,
pointing non too subtly at a freckled girl in what was clearly a cheap
dress. As Daisy giggled, Lillia cringed inwardly, sometimes her friends were so
shallow. Of course they saw the dress and the bad eyeshadow and not the way that the
girl's date was gazing at her. Tugging absently at her hem Lillia thought that
she'd trade her boutique dress and the meathead jock who was her date for a
geeky sophomore to adore her in that way.
Increasingly she found Rose and Daisy's company less satisfying
than those long ago days where they'd put on shows in the yard and make snow
angels. They were judgemental, valued lipgloss above most things and seemed to
be left completely unimpressed by life. Lillia envied the hysterical laughter
that blew across from the drama table in the lunch hall, the team banter that
passed her by in the swim team locker room. She'd paid more for her place in
the Flowers than anyone would guess, but what was the alternative?
Lillia had always been quiet, always been a bit of an eccentric with her sports obsession and Eva's rebel influence. Without the Flowers she'd be the uninteresting athletic girl, made an easy target by the disappearance and pregnancy scandal of her big sister and her autistic brother.
Perhaps if she was more like Casper and Eva then she'd be
able to cope with that, fall back on her intelligence and fight the cruel
remarks with cutting sarcasm or complete disinterest. But she'd never been like
that, Lillia was the easy child, the one who quietly moulded herself to survive
in a situation and true to form she'd melted down her personality and created a
high school prima donna.
Lillia had it all, if only it was all what she
wanted....
The screech of the microphone disrupted the homecoming dance and
her friends rose excitedly, dragging her with them to a spot conveniently close
to the stairs up to the stage. Lillia plastered on a grin, Daisy was a great
actress, she looked nervous and excited, even though all three of them knew how
the vote would go. They'd decided at the beginning of the year, well Daisy had
anyway. Rose would take the homecoming crown, Lillia Spring Fling Queen and
Daisy would get Prom queen. They'd all solemnly sworn not to campaign against
each other and as the most popular girls in school they had no reason to
believe their plan wasn't going perfectly.
'And your Homecoming King iiiiisssssss.......... Jeremy Gilbert'
Silence greeted the announcement, everyone had expected Jace
Conners, Rose's date to win it. Eventually a confused Jeremy made it up on
stage, the kids outside the popular crowd finally realised that one of them had won and cheered and hollered as Jeremy smiled sheepishly. Lillia could sense Daisy
standing stiffly beside her, and Rose's grip on her arm went from excited to
slightly painful, for the first time something school related was not going as
they'd planned it.
As the cheering died down to await the prom queen announcement
Daisy turned to Rose and Lillia.
'You both did what I said right? No more nasty surprises?' Lillia replied in the affirmative and Rose nodded, her lips thin and her
expression unreadable. It seemed that winning was really important to her and
she paled as the announcer returned to the microphone.
'Your homecoming queen iiiiiiissssss........ LILLIA MONROE!
Lillia's heart stopped. This was bad. Turning to Rose she saw the
hurt of perceived betrayal whilst Daisy looked..... furious.
'I didn't do this,' she tried to stay calm, but she could see her
friends didn't believe her. 'Daisy I swear I didn't! But the crowd was pushing
her up the stairs, cheering for her and all Lillia could do was go. As the
crown was placed on her head she searched the crowd for Rose and found her
nowhere, just the blank stare of Daisy burning into her.
As the dance floor cleared and the band started a slow song for
the homecoming court to have their dance Lillia couldn't even look at Jeremy,
couldn't enjoy the long imagined sensation of his hands on her waist. The
second the song was over she rushed away, searching for her friends and finding
them nowhere. Eventually she tracked down someone who had seen them leaving
with their dates in the limo they'd shared. Not knowing what to do, Lillia
called her mom for a lift, holding back the tears until she got to her room,
realising after she'd cried her makeup off that she still had her crown
on.
She'd cried because there was no way Daisy was going to believe
that she hadn't planned it, the Jeremy thing was one coincidence too many, and
she'd seen how her friend treated people who messed up her plans. Rose would
get over it, her cousin was always quick to throw a fit and equally quick to
forgive, as long as Daisy let her.
But now Lillia was the one with the crown, the one the school had
voted queen. People followed Daisy because they were scared but they had voted
for Lillia because they liked her. And Lillia wasn't scared of Daisy anymore.
She didn't have to follow Daisy, to accept her judgement, she could be the
leader and there would be nothing her friend could do about it, there were
plenty of girls who'd love to take her place at Lillia's side. A new era was
coming for the Flowers and Daisy could like it or leave.
Lillia touched up her makeup and dragged her brother out of his room to take a picture.
She touched it up until she looked perfect and posted it to her
profile and the Brittlebush homepage.
"There's a new queen in town! See ya in the cafeteria
biatches".
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Will Lillia succeed in taking control of the Flowers?
*gasp* It looks like Lillia was starting to wake up to how she's living. It didn't seem like she was trying to hard to change anything despite that, but winning prom queen kind of made it so she had to do something about it. O_O She probably feels terrified. Poor girl. LOL.
ReplyDeleteShe sure is, it's been interesting trying to figure her out, partially because I had no idea she would be the choice of heir! She's always been surrounded by people making waves and she's just gone with that, even if she didn't exactly live it, because it was easier. Now she can't do the easy thing any more so hopefully we'll begin to see her true colours!
DeleteI knew something had to change for Lillia sooner or later. She wasn't happy with the way things were but kind of stuck. Now she's kind of forced into by being voted Prom Queen. Hopefully this a good change for Lillia.
ReplyDeleteIt's definitely going to be a change... But who knows how things will shake out! Lillia's identity is so far from fully baked that anything is possible (which is one of the reasons she's so hard to write!)
DeleteLol gotta love Lillia. Hmm but we know Daisy isn't going to take this lightly and it seems like a case of mean girls. But do people like Jeremy as much as They like Lillia, as he won prom king. He's not socially awkward bottom of the food chain geek, is he? Anyway, great chapter. Cant wait to read on.
ReplyDeleteLillia vs Faisy... It's going. To be a fight for sure. Daisy is mean girl through and through so it depends of Lillia can find the courage and the determination to take what she wants... Jeremy isn't a complete outcast, he's more second echelon material, a nice, hard working guy who is probably high in the class just not the kind of jock that Diasy would ever give e time of day,
DeleteI'm conflicted here because either
ReplyDeleteA. Lillia will blossom like the flower she was meant to be (pun intended :3 )
Or
B. She will become as nasty as the girls who left her
Glad that since I'm behind I can find out now with the click of a button :D
Woah! Well, that was interesting! I wonder what will happen to the Flowers. Hopefully, she'll be a good leader. She was beautiful! Haha, I thought it was funny that Jeremy just happened to be the king. :)
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